Going off In June..

Hmm.. If u are following my blog..
U mayb hav seen 1 post -One Week of my F6 Experience..
Hmm.. One Week.. Really only a week nia.. Haha..
I hav dropped out from CHC F6.. Well.. Not Going Some other places For F6 la..
I'll be Going off to MMU Melaka.. 5 yrs programme.. (1 yr Foundation+ 4 Yrs Degree).. Hmm.. Together with ML& Bpeng.. Though diff courses..
So still quite a holiday now.. Cool rite?? Lolx.. Not at all actually..
Feeling weird that all my frens hav started their further study plannings..
Why me still here.. Wandering around.. Haizz..
But this Week is quite a busy week for me.. Searching for rooms.. Watever..
I dint get to live in hostel(Late Application).. Lolx..
So Bpeng&Me found rooms outside.. We'll be living 2gether lei.. haha..
While ML gt the hostel offer..
Well.. Really Arent a simple decision for me.. Hmm..
But hopefully.. I'm making the rite choice.. Doing something I'll Never be regret..
I hav been so Lazy lately.. Haizz..
I hav left many of my regrets during my high school life..
Therefore.. I make my promise here..
That I'll try my best in everything I'll be doing..
Never regret of any decision I make..
Make it the best Years of my Life..
n Lastly.. I must graduate la.. Lolx.. Haha..
PS: Leaving on 6th June.. I'll bring a Laptop.. Therefore.. I'll be stay in touch with my internet life& of course.. U all..
Till Here..

《我们是恋爱的人》..

《我们是恋爱的人》..

在黑暗
曾经伸手碰到你温柔的脸

我以为
那是给我忘记痛苦的滋味

你说我很美
像花瓣在飞
拨动到你内心的潮水

从没有
听过你说爱我
我感到狼狈

无所谓
只怕你会突然
消失在天黑

期待你
能送我美丽的玫瑰
安抚我心灵里的憔悴

我们是恋爱的人
我们是相爱的人
你却是相爱双爱伤到我的灵魂

原来你的世界
已经有了爱的人
为什么还要我的加温

你牵着她的灵魂
你抱着我的泪痕
我以为我是你
唯一最爱的情人

有了她
我们只能到此不再相闻
各自寻找所谓的人生..

很感动的一首歌..

One Week of Form6 Experience..

The start of This Week.. I went back to Form6..
Chung Hwa Confucian.. A school that I hav stayed for 5 Yrs.. N plan to stay for another 2 Yrs..

MonDay(Orientation Day).. I went 2 school early.. Bt after like 5 months holiday.. I dun seem to recognise the School as I went walking a long way b4 I sampai my class.. Haha.. Then.. The whole class not many ppl.. Bt all boys.. I wondered where r all the gals.. After That.. i went searching my "Galfrens" in Canteen.. then we went in2 M02 for lecture..
Conclusion: Orientation=Lecture Day..

TuesDay(Absent Day).. The 2nD Day School.. I ald broke the Rules.. Wakaka.. Ponteng..
Since PonTeng.. nothing Much 2 say la..

WeDnesDay(1st School Day).. After I went back 2 school.. I found out that I dun hav a place to seat.. no Desk for me.. As I was absent yesterDay.. Nvm.. I went get myself a desk.. N which results I almost got in a fight with my new classmate..
Not my fault.. Guys.. He STOLE my DESK.. Bt ok la.. I settled the Mess..
Then after School.. Saw my "Sis".. Hmm.. 1st time since I went bac 2 sch.. You ah.. Still So skinny.. Haha..

ThursDay(Boring Day).. School is so boring that I think School is boring.. teachers teaching weirdly..(Mayb I'm the weird one).. Anyway.. normal school Day.. Normal Boring Day..

Friday(The last School Day of the week).. Wakaka.. Be patient.. That's wat I keep on telling myself.. Patient.. Haha.. when recess.. I ate my Favourite "WanTan Mee".. With PY.. Haha.. Jus like Form5.. Both of us Crazy over Wantan Mee.. N even makeup a record"Eating WantanMee everyDay for almost a Yr".. Haha..

That's my one week Form6 life..

我的生命..

我今年18岁..
如果我有那份幸运可以活到75岁..
就是我还剩..
75-18= 57年的生命..
而且..75岁好像已经有点奢侈..
毕竟..人过70古来稀.. 再加上快餐..汽水.. 什么的..
我应该不会那么长命..
所以我应该还有少过57年在这世界上..

时间啊..时间啊..
你可以慢一点吗??
我有好多好多事情要去做..
你们一定认为我疯了.. 还是关在家太久了..
57年.. 应该是好长好长的一个时间..
可是..
你想想.. 今天的你..都干了些什么??
从一大早的起来.. 到现在还有20分钟的时间就要到另一天了..
这时间像不像会飞一样??
一天又一天..一年又一年..
为工作.. 为课业.. 忙啊忙..
到了退休.. 60岁.. 70岁..
提着拐杖.. 走在异国的大街上.. 还是..
坐在藤椅上.. 数着年轻的那些回忆..
感叹着.. 自己老了..

我想做的.. 好多好多..
我不想受传统限制..

出生-> 小学-> 中学-> 大学-> 工作-> 退休-> 死亡
这就是传统..

人生其实就好像每一天..

早晨的美丽日出..
中午太阳高高挂..
傍晚的夕阳西下..
到
晚上的夜阑人静..

有时...

有时.. 一个人会很寂寞..
有时.. 一个人却很自由..

有时.. 想起那些回忆总会感叹..
有时.. 想起某些回忆却感甜蜜..

有时.. 辛苦和麻烦都是自找的..
有时.. 经验和感动却是累积的..

有时.. 会想到你..
有时.. 却想自己..

有时.. 对不起说多了就不代表什么了..
有时.. 一句对不起或许可以挽回一些..

有时.. 会觉得做人好累好烦哦..
有时.. 却觉得人生还很长来着..

有时.. 一刹那的感动和温暖就足够了..
有时.. 会觉得你纵使在身边也没意义..

有时.. 我会想要回到从前..
有时.. 却想不断往前迈进..

有时.. 我好想有个可以依赖的人..
有时.. 却觉得我一个人不是好好的吗..

有时.. 想要拥有写一首歌的感动..
有时.. 却会觉得音符和我好陌生..

总结：


我的文笔不错吧??(Wakaka..)