Beta 1st Sem will always be the Best Sem.. Best Moments.. Best Days of my Life..
Because I have u..
Good things may not continue on..
But with these GREAT moments.. I'll walk with them down my life..

You once asked: If i ever fall... would you catch? or would you just watch me fall?
My Ans: I'll always be there to catch u..

Though..
It's still pain.. It's still tears..

My Love to You is Sincere...

I'm no longer warmth...

I'm no longer feeling warm...

I'm no longer able to keep myself warmth..

Without a heart...

I'm sorry that I'm cold..

I always feel cold...

The coldness of u...

Constitutes the Deepest sadness to me..

May it's not the coldness of u..

It's just no longer that warmth..

I shouldn't treat that as cold..

I'm sad.. I'm weak..

I'm smiling but dying inside..

I do not wana expect anything..

But it still drags me to the deepest blackhole of sorrow..

All the memories float..

Reminding me that it's over

& may it'll not be that way again..

Wat i can do?

I'm sad & in pain everytime thinkin of this..

If this can't be helped to recover somedays..

N Pain constitutes that much..

I would wana run away..

To somewhere that no1 knows...

To somewhere new...

To have my life..

Though is without a heart... But hopefully..

It'll feel better...

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Trying to use watever means... To NUMB myself..

Trying to do everything.. To NOT to THINK...

Trying to sleep thru days n nites.. To make it hurts less..

Trying to smile to everyone.. Though is DYING inside...

Trying to think of ways to humor myself.. But it is NOT working..

Trying to avoid everything.. Just not to accept the TRUTH FACTS..

0008

0007

0006

TODAY....

Well.. I was actualli sleeping through half of the day..
So.. Not much about today....

TODAY.../

0005

Holidays... Nope.....

Contract Midterm.. Yup!!
Constitutional Midterm.. Yup!!
Squash midterm.. Yup!!
Squash practical test.. Yup!!
Legal Methods assignment.. Yup!!
Constitutional Assignment.. Yup!!
PTPTN procedure.. Yup!!
Hand-in Msian Studies Assignments.. Yup!!
Msian Studies Presentation.. Yup!!
WORKSSS... Definitely...

So.... Still okay lar... :)
Keep the Game On... Keep the Spirit High...
Gambatte!!! Hiak!!

0004

Today's just not My Day.....

alot of things... Dint go in my way.....

Well.. I can't expect everything to go my way...

I'm just not enough for everything... I'll have to work harder..

0003

0002

XY's RELAXING THEORY

- SLEEP MORE THAN 16 hours A DAY...
- EAT whatever u wanna eat.. SCREW the NUMBERS & Nutrition!!!!
-WATCH Drama... but Dun MAKE DRAMA...
- LONG KAI.. Go kaikai.. EveryDaY...
-When u are WORKS & STUDIES-FREE... U have the leisure of relaxing...
-Be with SOME1 that u love... EveryDaY is the BEST DAY...

:)

0001

LEGAL METHODS.... >.<

MALAYISIAN LEGAL SYSTEM.... @_@""

CONTRACT LAW..... :***(

CONSTITUTIONAL LAW... +_+



RELAXING THEORY.... :) Yeppi!!!

I'm SORRY.....

For Every STUPIG Things that I have DONE...

THINGS..

The World is composed by THINGS....
ANYTHING... MANY THINGS...

There'll always be SOMETHING..
That will sweep ur feet off the ground...
Is either A GOOD THING.. A BAD THING.. A SHOCKIN THING..

Sometimes.. A person may be EVERYTHING to u...
U may or may not actually find this person...
But if u do find this person... Appreciate and cherish him/her...
Because he/she is never ANYTHING.. But SOMETHING...
N may be EVERYTHING.... ....

Damn.. Im HUNGRY.. N I cant THINK of THINGS..

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A B C D E F G...
H I J K L M N...
O P Q R S T U...
V W X Y Z..

Alphabets do not mean ANYthing

But words do...

I LOVE U...

Im..

18 June 2010, 5:21pm...

Im HUNGRY...
Im BORED...
Im HAPPI...
Im SAD...
Im NONSENSE...
Im writing NONSENSE..
Im LISTENING2 SONGS...
Im FRUSTRATED wif MY CAR..
Im NOT TIRED but PENING...
Im a NOOB....
Im THINKING..
Im FREE though I HAV STUFF to be COMPLETED...
Im LOOKING...
Im WRITING...
Im HERE FOR U..
Im HERE WIF U...
Im WHO Im...

CONCLUSION:
Im HUNGRY!!!

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I wana BANJIR my BLOG..

1.2.3.4..

There's only 1 thing 2 do.. 3 words 4 u..
I LOVE U...




Im glad that I found u...
I like bein' around u...
U made it easy As easy as A B C..

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I'm BORED!!!!

给你....

有时候....
你为一个人... 做的事情... 为他付出...
想让他开心... 不让他难过...
一切一切... 只是希望...
这个人... 会在你细心呵护... 用心守护下.....
每天都过得快乐... 安稳... 舒服... 不受伤害..... 心理充实....

可.. 有时候... 你的付出...
或许会被这个人看见... 他会体会到你的用心... 心思....

可.. 有时候... 这些付出... 你的辛苦...
可以是透明的... 看不见的....
有些人... 总愿意在你后面.. 在你看不见的地方... 在你需要他的时候....
就那时出现... 帮你解决你最困难... 让你靠的最踏实肩膀... 做你最完美依赖.....

付出难... 无私的付出... 不求回报... 就为自己爱的那一人安稳... 更难....

给所有... 正在为自己爱的那一个人... 为自己不能失去的那一个人....
而... 努力奋斗...
记得... 也要相信....
为他.. 什么都值得.....

加油吧!!!

Holidays...

我.. 黄某某.. 正式宣布...
我已顺利完成.... MMU 09/10 Foundation in Law...
现在只等那死鬼成绩出... 酱我就......... ......... 还有四年要熬.... @_@"...

这次考试真的.. 很像考试....
我已交上我的last assignment.. PGP..
我就开始了我的温习...
开始时... 真的很担心....

五科... 两科... 那课本还厚过我的枕头... 300/400页一本... 买了我百多块.. 却一个字都没读过... ....

还有一科... Islamic Legal History.. 这闻名不如见面... 我见了那考试纸... 才发现被Lec骗了... 讲不出的... 出到完来.... 幸亏本某某够stable... 才没给你玩到团团转... 才团团转一半而已.....

还有一科英文... 这英文真看了我... 头晕晕... 可我也没时间真晕倒.... 只好... 关着眼睛写啦.....

就这样.... Foundation 结束了... Holidays 来了.....
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这才是... 本人的重点... 人家holidays 回家.... 去旅行...
我哪都没去.... 在Mlc待... 待...... .....
今天已经第三天.... 我像鬼一样......
一个人... 晃在Bkt Beruang...... .......
有时候... 一天都没有一个熟人.....
可我讲话的.. 就是我打包豆浆水的aunty...

此景真是.... 呜呼.. 唉哉....
真是闻者伤心... 听者流泪a.......

然后本来说要打扫屋子... 洗厕所.... 洗车.....
我只收了一半的房间.... 这车... 厕所的.....
统统/.. 都不知道做什么了....

我老天a..... ......

Turn to Stone..

There are many things in life...

Anything.. Everything..

You longed for so long..

But.. Just that..

You will never get it..


Because of my faith??

Or it is because..

This is the nature..

And it is not something that I deserve?



May Someday..

I will turn to stone...

Where I will know...

It is the time to move on...

屁啦!! 我要疯了....

I Remember..

It is not necessary to Remember.. But Pls Do Remember..

Today.. Im back.. From my Holidays.. From Penang..

Once I came off from bus.. I went straight for the public bus..
I saw 2 buses there.. Going2 the destination I wanted to go..

I took the bus that Im not familiar with.. The old bus..
(Cause I was making 1 gamble with myself)
Which one will make me reach faster..

Then, I waited like half an hour in that bus.. After paying the driver.. Found my seat..
I was really frustrated.. of the stupig bus.. Not moving.. REALLY..
To come back here.. Actually Im not really willing2..
I like staying at home.. A place I familiar..
I have my mom.. my dad.. my sis.. my bro..
Hmm.. (N I facing this very stupig situation)

However,
I made the right guess.. (i thought)..
The bus really do move 1st...
Bt then.. Only I noe..
With this bus.. I need to walk.. A long long way back to my house..
PLUS... That bus took me 2 hrs to reach home.. Hmm..

While in the bus.. While with my MP3..
While I like observing things.. While I just sit in the bus..
While I started to enjoy the journey.. Instead of thinking bad of this..
While I learnt something.. Even through this..

I saw the bus driver.. He's the driver and also the conductor..
I learnt that.. You have2 be able to multi-task.. When there is no1 there to help you..

I saw workers from other countries.. They bought groceries from Mydin.. Lots of heavy groceries..
I saw them.. Is like a mirror to me..
I am like them.. Carried lots of stuff.. Walk step by step.. Just to reach home..
They have come all the way..
Away from their countries.. Away from their families.. Just to earn for their livings..
So do I...
Im earning... Earning for knowledges which finally will become my wealth..
Because.. We believe this suffers worth the price..

I saw a young boy in his school Tshirt.. He was in the bus.. Only for 2 blocks road.. Then.. He went off..
I saw him.. I wonder.. Where is he going?? Does his parents know bout him running around..
I learnt that.. Parents do worry.. No matter how old is their children.. how far is their Children from them..

Pls Do Remember.. Life aren't EASY..
But for every hardship you endure.. You will learn..

Then.. I finally reached.. I walked..
STEP BY STEP.. I heard my footsteps..
I reach my house.. Here in Malacca..

一字冤又有谁懂....

千古骂名洗不清....


可能我以前对你的无所谓.... 现在是给自己招来了致命伤....
他一直都让我放弃你这个朋友... 多少次你都让我红了眼眶...
我说我怎样都不会放手... 因为你不让我..
可现在不是这样了吧... 我无所谓了.. 我不要紧了..
因为我狠下心.. 放下就是放下了....

第几个100天.....

曾经拥有和你的
第几个100天....
200天...
300天...

直到
你的每一天...
不再和我一起拥有...

曾经预言的不再拥有...
如今..
一天接一天地...
实验了...

高估了自己...
以为
如果你忘了在旁边 的我...
我依然...
有能力唤起你的记忆...

可.. 似乎...
以前经历的一切...
从不曾...
出现在你的脑海中...

你是否明了...
我... 已看不见你了...
却.. 看见...
令人痛心的冷漠和无情...

过去.. 从不曾发生...
也无需再提..

祝..
永远幸福愉快...

Random..

当手指跑得比脑袋快.....

给你.......

我们今天就来上一堂... 凭歌寄意吧.... Hehe...

1) 对你有感觉- 江美琪，光良...
（也不懂其实是几时的事情了.. ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygXGdmADNJI


2) 如果能在一起- 梁静茹...
（在多久的以前，曾经好像出现过的念头吧... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In6aSFWKsIc


3) 爱不疚- 林峰
（当你身边有了她，成全，衷心祝福然后放手.. 是我所记得的）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBIw8WXxyac


4) 喜欢一个人好累- 泳儿
（也知道，其实喜欢一个人好累.... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwuFvjS-gOI


5) 你听得到- 周杰伦
（慢慢学着不再那么的依赖... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m12bd_ZyPas


6) 如果时间来到- 林峰
（到后来，我们都知道如果有一天，时间来到的那时候... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2WpD1iwkBo


7) Today was a fairytale- Taylor Swift
（13/2... 记得的那一天）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFUvkfh29GU


8) 熬夜- 陈颍见
（熬夜的那张卡片.. ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBHTuXfvD5M


9) 画沙- 周杰伦，袁泳琳
（我想是.. 尽在其中.. )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKNLg8ZR4Vs


10) 锁住时间- S.H.E
（一牵手,做每件事都像庆典.... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uDvMm4_jMrs


11) 我喜欢- 梁静茹
（喜欢.... 好喜欢... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Wga_d8d1hs


12) 我爱你- S.H.E
（让我们一起分担... 也分享.... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2qGmCq9qWc&feature=related


13) 恋爱频率- 许志安，许慧欣
（我们的频率.... 好像是一样的吧... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjXzJbynD1g&feature=related



只是... 我总那么的不应该... 时常让....

14) 最后一次 (陪着我.... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_duTfJRp6E



15) River flows in You- Yiruma
（在做“Assignment”的那些晚上... 它总陪着我... ）

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhN7SG-H-3k



插一首... 自己Favourite...
16) Give my Love- Last Dance
（Give hopes to love.... It sounds..)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uFygZGNtxQ0


天啊.... 我太棒了.....
都很不错的歌哦..... Hehe.....

情人节快乐....

无论你..
单身与否..

衷心的祝福....

情人节快乐..

LOVE...

FINALLY...

This is the nite of 430am.. almost 5.. (BUT still NOT SLEEPING).. 

This is the nite... Japanese Culture Night (JCN)..

N the ending of this nite brings a fullstop for Japanese Culture Week (JCW).. 

This is a VERY SERIOUSLY HYPER-LY TIRING&BUSY WEEK... (But I Enjoyed VERY much).. 

Though I missed classes.. Noe nothing bout the content in class.. Missed many moments wif frens.. Keep breaking the I-WILL-APPEAR promise to some1..

(But I learned many NEW THINGS.. N take in2 account of all friends and joys I gained during this event)..

This Japanese Culture Week Event is sooo much different compared to what I joined back in the past... I hav a musical background.. All the events that I held b4 mostly or all regard of performances... Musical... Bt this is different...

Under Japanese Culture Fair (JCF).. My duty is on exhibition division.. Though this division owns BIG responsibilities.. N all the though COUNTING jobs.. Haha...

Bt.. I never be regret that i was being arranged in2 the division..

Nevertheless.. I havent "SaoGong" yet.. Still hav unsettled business... LOL... Gotta finish it quickly lo...LOL... Haha...

For Every1.. I know through this event... Jus wanna say Hi to all my new frens..

To every1 that helped me.. Especially the exhibition part... A full gratitude from me & endless thankYou..

Arigato...   

I THINK I WANNA SLEEP DY....

Go SLEEEP......... ........

深夜....

让一个人...

静静的..

思考.. 反省.. 回想.. 回忆..


纵使..

睡意亦农....

却..

不愿..... .

去睡觉!! 哈哈...


却不知我...

习惯....

在...

最近的夜晚...

最静的夜晚...

有着你的陪伴...


其实有时..

不去想...

不奢望...

不思考...

反而会更好....

享受...

现在拥有的一切....

不论未来的演变....

把心放宽....

接受... 任何的可能....

让...

命运...

带我们...

迎接一切的安排....

走过一切的不可能....

P/S: 我好累哦....... 好想睡觉........... ..............

The Power of Mind..

星期二的夜晚..  凌晨的三点钟..

明天的我.. 又要搭乘回到马六甲去了.. 

刚回来才不久... 四天.. 我却又得回去了..... 

原本... 回去对我有稍许的期待... (一是JLS的EVENT，另一是一些事)

可不懂怎么了... 过了今晚的刚刚.. 我不期待了.... 

原来.. 我还是我... 不会变的.. 一个人...

麻将... 一局又一局地打着...  脑袋还是那么的凌乱....

这不是我..... 我不会使这样的......

清清脑袋..... 希望理智会回来........

我不会去.. 期待.. 希望.. 感觉..

我还是我... 情绪和理智..... 

我想我会选择...... 

给我点时间..... 会放下的..... 会像以前这样... 没差的... 

会的...

孤单抗体... 我学习忘记.... 

I AM TOO LAZY.... 

To UPDATE my BLOG.... 

SIMPLY BECZ I'M LAZY...

LOL...