I Remember..

It is not necessary to Remember.. But Pls Do Remember..

Today.. Im back.. From my Holidays.. From Penang..

Once I came off from bus.. I went straight for the public bus..
I saw 2 buses there.. Going2 the destination I wanted to go..

I took the bus that Im not familiar with.. The old bus..
(Cause I was making 1 gamble with myself)
Which one will make me reach faster..

Then, I waited like half an hour in that bus.. After paying the driver.. Found my seat..
I was really frustrated.. of the stupig bus.. Not moving.. REALLY..
To come back here.. Actually Im not really willing2..
I like staying at home.. A place I familiar..
I have my mom.. my dad.. my sis.. my bro..
Hmm.. (N I facing this very stupig situation)

However,
I made the right guess.. (i thought)..
The bus really do move 1st...
Bt then.. Only I noe..
With this bus.. I need to walk.. A long long way back to my house..
PLUS... That bus took me 2 hrs to reach home.. Hmm..

While in the bus.. While with my MP3..
While I like observing things.. While I just sit in the bus..
While I started to enjoy the journey.. Instead of thinking bad of this..
While I learnt something.. Even through this..

I saw the bus driver.. He's the driver and also the conductor..
I learnt that.. You have2 be able to multi-task.. When there is no1 there to help you..

I saw workers from other countries.. They bought groceries from Mydin.. Lots of heavy groceries..
I saw them.. Is like a mirror to me..
I am like them.. Carried lots of stuff.. Walk step by step.. Just to reach home..
They have come all the way..
Away from their countries.. Away from their families.. Just to earn for their livings..
So do I...
Im earning... Earning for knowledges which finally will become my wealth..
Because.. We believe this suffers worth the price..

I saw a young boy in his school Tshirt.. He was in the bus.. Only for 2 blocks road.. Then.. He went off..
I saw him.. I wonder.. Where is he going?? Does his parents know bout him running around..
I learnt that.. Parents do worry.. No matter how old is their children.. how far is their Children from them..

Pls Do Remember.. Life aren't EASY..
But for every hardship you endure.. You will learn..

Then.. I finally reached.. I walked..
STEP BY STEP.. I heard my footsteps..
I reach my house.. Here in Malacca..
一字冤又有谁懂....

千古骂名洗不清....


可能我以前对你的无所谓.... 现在是给自己招来了致命伤....
他一直都让我放弃你这个朋友... 多少次你都让我红了眼眶...
我说我怎样都不会放手... 因为你不让我..
可现在不是这样了吧... 我无所谓了.. 我不要紧了..
因为我狠下心.. 放下就是放下了....

第几个100天.....

曾经拥有和你的
第几个100天....
200天...
300天...

直到
你的每一天...
不再和我一起拥有...

曾经预言的不再拥有...
如今..
一天接一天地...
实验了...

高估了自己...
以为
如果你忘了在旁边 的我...
我依然...
有能力唤起你的记忆...

可.. 似乎...
以前经历的一切...
从不曾...
出现在你的脑海中...

你是否明了...
我... 已看不见你了...
却.. 看见...
令人痛心的冷漠和无情...

过去.. 从不曾发生...
也无需再提..

祝..
永远幸福愉快...