昨天的我.. 很累.. 今天的我.. 我崩溃..

下个星期.. 就大考了...
我还有两科目.. 没读完..
压力真的很大.. (自我要求很高）..

却..

一些烦恼.. 一直都纠缠着我..
好想哭.. 很痛.. 很痛.. 我的心..
好像你拿着刀.. 一划一划地..

或许是我在乎..
或许是我不对..
或许我们不应该这样子..

你.. 为什么就不能体谅我..
为什么.. 你不肯相信我..
做的每一件事..
不只是.. 表面上的原因..
那么简单..

我的冷漠无情..
因为.. 我不想..
有人.. 越陷越深..
我的冷漠无情..
因为.. 我不想..
自己的烦恼..
越来越多..

我从来不轻易让人..
闯入我的生命..
我.. 自我保护很强..

你生活在我的生命里..
每一天.. 我都那么的在乎..
今天的你..
却.. 那样的伤害我..
很痛.. 真的很痛..
每次的伤害后..
都是.. 道歉..
这.. 有用吗??

My Life..

Hmm.. 3 am in this Sunday morning.. I was thinkin.. (Eveyday I'll be thinking.. Till today.. Still thinking)..
There will always have..
Someone.. That is much pretty than us..
Someone.. That is much clever than us..
Someone.. That is much hardworking than us..
Someone.. That is much lucky than us..
Someone.. That is richer than us..
Someone.. That lives better than us..
Someone.. That sleeps better than us..

We mayb envy..
We mayb jealous..
We mayb angry..
We mayb wondering.. Why our lives are not like them..
Why?? I'm not a pretty human..
why?? I'm not a clever human..
Why?? I'm not a hardworking human..
Why?? I'm not lucky enough..
Why?? My life sucks like this..
Why?? My life is a chaos.. All over the place..

Therefore.. They tend 2 get EMO.. EMO.. EMO...
Hmm..
Why am I not lucky enough to get the girl??
Why am I not lucky enough to hav him as my bf??
Bla.. Bla.. Bla..
Things happen.. ACCEPT THE FACT!!
Things wont change.. If u jus sit there & Continue your EMO..
Hmm..
After u accept the fact.. Try 2 do something.. Change the impossibles..
Solve the problems.. Get Your Life on track..
We have many more things to do.. N We dun hav much time.. Make full use of Your time..

My Life.. Once really chaos.. Problems non-stop.. Damn EMO..
But I hav2 understand.. Things that not goin to happen.. Arent happening..
Live a happy Life.. I believe that.. I'll not goin around n wonder... Why I am not him/her?? This is my life.. N I'll own it..
"I Have My Own Life To Deal With, N I'll Be Proud of It"..